Archive for January, 2009

Something to say

January 30th, 2009

Us from the IT-and-new-media communities often feel quite pleased about being “on the edge of things”. We have the ‘net at our fingertips – the shiny netbook, the edgy phone, the niftiest tools. We master the medium. We feel like an elite (or l33t, if you will *cough*).

But sometimes it feels empty of anything meaningful. My father once said about an acquaintance:

“he’s able to spout platitudes in 12 languages”

Implying that speaking 12 languages was all very well, but language is just a way to convey meaning, and if you’ve got nothing to say, then it’s a waste of brain cells.

This is how I sometimes feel about this whole “revolution” that the internet represents. We’ve got a whole lot of tools to communicate with our peers, in sound, in video, in semantic tags. Great. But do we have something to say ?

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Brain surgery in movies

January 27th, 2009

Our brains are subtle and fragile organic computers, governed by tiny electrical impulses, subtle growth and death, neurotransmitter chemistry. Just having a drink too many results in neurocide of dramatic proportions.

So it’s funny to see how they handle this delicate organ in films.

First example: Phenomenon – relatively mediocre film starring John Travolta. In this movie, John has a bunch of tumors growing in his brain. This makes him a super genius with extraordinary powers (and he gets the girl) – instead of turning into a vegetable. Yeeeeessss. Let’s call it wishful thinking.

Another one: (spoiler alert) the interesting Pi from Darren Aronofsky. Worth seeing. But in this movie, the main character removes his mathematical genius, which causes unbearable headaches, by – gasp – drilling into his own head.

And talking about micro surgery: what about Fight Club (spoiler alert). After many adventures, Tyler Durden realizes he’s actually schizophrenic, and part of his life is lived by an alternate personality. So what does he do ? Go for a Haldol and Thorazine cocktail ? No, he takes a gun, and shoots into his temple at a non-lethal angle. Problem solved.

Life is extraordinarily simple in movies.

Algarve the end

January 16th, 2009

Last night I ended up going out for a few drinks with Sébastien the french surfer, after all. Turns out there are quite a few surfers at the hostel: seems like the wind makes for more interesting waves in the winter.

They drive out to the atlantic coast – though i must say that there seem to be more waves and tides out here than on your average mediterranean beach.

Anyhow, the drinks and one too many of those dynamite coffees they serve here made for a restless night.

This morning I decided to walk west along the coast to join Luz. Coincidentally, Luz is also the luxury beach resort where a little english girl, Madeline, disappeared last year (or so a guy from Leeds, an avid tabloid reader apparently, said).

After a few Indiana Jones type sequences (wading through red clay, and then climbing up narrow stairs up a cliff – no security – with muddy shoes – DON’T look down) I decided that I was on holiday, and took the bus back to Lagos.

There I had a walk on the exceedingly flat and unadventurous beach of white sand called Meia Praia. This beach must be hell in summer, but today there was no sign of human presence.

Tomorrow I go back home through Faro. It’s been a bit of a short one, but enough to be a nice break.

Next: visiting a ski station in the height of summer. But wait, I’ve done that already.

Laag’sh

January 15th, 2009

Lagos cliffs(Lagos) I took the train to Lagos – which afforded me a look on the Algarve countryside. The deep red earth, vegetation dusty green at this time of year. Almond trees blossoming, orange trees, some palm trees, lots of bushes.

Lagos itself is a tidy little tourist town, which manages to retain a low concentration of tourists even at this time of year. I think there must be a high proportion of british, based on the number of indian restaurants, and the fact that the first person who spoke to me had a Geordie accent.

I checked into the local youth hostel, and then left for a long walk around the coast.

Sunny day, deserted cliffs and beaches, a pastel de nata in my bag – enough to have me happy as a clam. I walked along the cliffs for a few hours.

Today it started raining. I pursued my first plan, which was to go to the Cabo de Sao Vicente. I was alone in the bus. The Cabo is a rocky cliff topped by a lighthouse, pretty scenic. But well, the weather was bad, and i didn’t see any obvious walking paths, so i went back to the bus after exchanging some words with local fishermen.

But instead of going back to Laag’sh, i got on with plan B, which was to walk from Salema to Burgau – several people had told me it was a very scenic walk.

Do you sometimes come up with a plan, that you realize is not such a bright idea, but you push on anyway, because fuck it (or other such rational explanations) ? Well, this was one of those.

So i got off at Salema. It was raining. I started the walk with no other walking equipment than good walking shoes and a bag of honey-flavoured cakes (thank god for those).

It turned out to be quite a trek along the cliffs. The red earth has a good proportion of clay, which makes it slippery when wet. Sometimes i mistook a small dried-up stream for a path.

I had to cross a small river (boots off and hoping nobody had chucked in any beer bottles). I met with a sheep and goat herd, and matching herder – energetic business, a lot of shouting and whistling (i tried to record the soundscape with my iPhone, the herder, the bells, the sheep bleating). I passed an abandoned shack with noises inside, and didn’t stop to investigate.

The rain kept on going. I was soaked through but kept warm by moving. Nobody else on the trail at all, which was fine, but if I’d slipped, it would have taken a long time for anyone to find me (well, except if my danish roommate had worried).

I ended up in Burgau, finally, and had to wait 20 minutes for the bus, while chatting with a local road worker – amazing how far you can get with some spanish, place names and gestures.

Anyhow, i was frozen by the time i got back to the hostel. Now it’s a hhhhot shower and dry clothes later, but i can’t imagine I’ll be doing much more today.

Great, this quiet, the waves, the birds, the smell of juniper, herbs and the sea. I could get used to this, although a little sunshine wouldn’t go amiss.

Faro

January 14th, 2009

Faro, capital of Algarve, Portugal, is of the dirty-pretty-poor kind. Think Cuba with newer cars. I did escape winter, as planned: it’s not exactly warm, but there’s a certain mildness in the air I associate with April. Bringing my bathing suit and sandals might have been a tad optimistic. Orange trees – with oranges – in the town square.

Whereas in Belgium most people are small (relatively speaking), here everyone is tiny. I get the blond giant feeling I usually experience when traveling in Asian countries.

So far the traveling alone has worked out: striking up interesting conversations with people I’ll never meet again – the retired couple coming to spend the rest of the winter here, people from Minesota escaping their harsh winter (-15C), the french party girl, the South Corean loner.

Portuguese people are really warm and friendly so far – refreshing after the strenuous belgian attitude to service. Almost a shame Portuguese men are so small (height-wise, before anyone says something smart).

They also seem to be living outside (the men) – group of older men talking on benches, playing at what looks to be a card game. Groups of young men looking bored.

I indulged in my favourite passtime when on holiday: getting lost. This is something I have a natural talent for – but proved to be pretty hard in this small coastal town. I pretty much criss-crossed the whole place in 3 or 4 hours.

There are no tourists, the town is dead. The old city (vila adentro) is cute and well-kept, bright colors and azulejo’s, but the rest of the town is on the wrong side of dingy. Discussions with fellow hostel guest revealed that Faro is really a place where people land, but don’t stay in. The hostel itself is half-empty, and the receptionist laughed when I asked if i could book friday night.

So tomorrow (today at the time of posting) i take the train to Lagos (“Lagosh”). Lagos has lots of beaches, and is close to Cabo Sao Vicente, the west-southernmost point of Europe.

Lucid dreams

January 8th, 2009

A while ago, Michel Vuijlstreke wrote a blog post (dutch) that stayed with me – he described how he has lucid dreams. He remains aware of and can control his dreams, like pick them up where they left off.

Even stranger, he sometimes manages to be aware of the bits in between, when you don’t dream. This, apparently, is somewhere between frightening and boring, because there’s no concept of time.

This made me decide to pay attention – i’m an average person, where sleep is concerned, i think.

I lie in bed, and relax. Either i’m just thinking about this and that, or i’m telling myself a story (full visual surround). And then, out of the blue, gibberish start slipping in, as if i’m talking in a language i don’t know. If i’m on visual, I get psychedelic stuff, like green mandelbrots sets popping up in an otherwise normal landscape.

And then, poof, i’m gone. My brain slips into a mode where consciousness can’t follow, and that’s me for the night. Lights out.

Sometimes i remember dreams – when i wake up in the middle of a dream, or if i’m lying in. But to be honest, it’s not that often. And i can rarely steer them.

Maybe that’s something to look into, i’ve heard there are exercises – take a boring dream and give it a spin, cage the scare monsters, or jump up and fly … sounds good to me.

Step out

January 4th, 2009

Yesterday i saw an ex-colleague, Isabelle Bajart, in her new shop. We worked in the same company four years ago.

Even back then, she stood out. While most of us (banking software sector) either went for suit-and-tie or geek grunge, she always had a fantastic style – like a gauze tutu under a jeans jacket.

After I left she started evening styling (fashion) classes, which she completed top of class. While walking through the centre of Brussels, she stumbled upon a shop that was for rent – and decided to just go for it.

Now she has a vintage shop in the fashionable area of Brussels (rue des chartreux). It’s spacious and well-decorated, and has a good selection of clothes, some of which are her designs.

What i really like about this story, is that she just went for it – bored with what she was doing, she ditched both her studies and her budding career, and started something completely different.

I’ve met a few americans having done the same kind of thing – it seems to be more common over there. People reinvent themselves every 5, 10 years. They work like dogs to realize their new idea. If they fail, so what. They just start again. This makes for interesting people with good stories.

In Belgium most people play it safe. You start doing something, and then you stick at it until you retire, period. This might be a weakness: we’re better off having multi-faceted, energetic people than grumpy burn-outs.

Isabelle seemed to be a bit surprised at herself – and obviously she was worried that it wouldn’t take off, there’s always a risk. And she works 7 days a week at the moment. But i like that she did it.

Such changes often seem enormous, but in fact, it’s one thing at a time. Eventually you get there – if you just take that step, and not just dream about it.


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